@@@@@It's not a race, he says, it's not even a
@@@@@It's not a race, he says, it's not even a religion any more, maybe it will never be a nationDimly, he knows he has lost the child already, but he continues talking, musing aloud
What is it, then? Yehudah Halevy said Israel is the heart of all nationsWhat attacks the body attacks the heartAnd the heart is also the conscience, which suffers for the sins of the nationsHe shrugs once more, does not differentiate between saying aloud what he thinks or merely moving his lipsIt's an interesting problem, but personally I think a Jew is a Jew because he suffers
Why?
So we will deserve the Messiah? The old man no longer knowsIt makes us better and worse than the goyim, he thinks
But the child must always be given an answerHe rouses himself, concentrates and says without certainty, It is so we will lastHe speaks again, wholly lucid for a momentWe are a harried people, beset by oppressorsWe must always journey from disaster to disaster, and it makes us stronger and weaker than other men, makes us love and hate the other Juden more than other menWe have suffered so much that we know how to endureWe will always endure
The boy understands almost nothing of this, but he has heard the words and they engrave a memory which perhaps he will exhume laterHe looks at his grandfather, at the wrinkled corded hands and the anger, the febrile intelligence, in his pale old-man's eyesIt is the only word Joey Goldstein absorbsAlready he has forgotten most of the shame and fear of his beatingHe fingers the plaster on his temple, wonders if he can go out to play

The poor are the great voyagersThere are always new businesses, new jobs, new places to live, new expectations evolving into old familiar failures
There is the candy store in the East Side, which fails, and another which fails, and still anotherThere are movements: to the Bronx, back to Manhattan, to candy stores in Brook